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7/20/10
While at work today, diabetes was butting its annoying little head into everything I was working on. My blood sugar was swinging from 150- HIGH all day today, making my life and my duties at work difficult.
I ran out of test strips for my Omnipod (that’s what happens when your endo won’t let you have a cgm because the other patients think it’s “annoying” so they assume you will too, even though they know of the wild blood sugar swings and testing up to 20 times a day /rant over) so I was using the True Track meter from Rite Aid since Monday. For someone living on a tight budget, this meter is appealing financially, which was the reason why I bought it as a back up meter. The bad thing about this meter is its inconsistent readings. One test I’m at 173, the next 124, the next 229... So its really a crap shoot on where you really are but if you are feeling low and it reads lower, then most likely you are low. If its wacky high and you feel high, then yes, you are high… how much you should correct is more tricky with this method though. Okay tricky isn’t really the word. While using this meter I have been all over the place. Last night before bed it read 78 but I felt lower, so I had 24 grams of carbohydrates, bolused for 12 and went to bed. I woke up at 283. Which number was right, the one before bed or the one waking up? I know the FDA stated something that mentions how test strips have a +/- 20% variable in accuracy and that it may be greater in generic brands, but really, what I have been experiencing has been more than the 20% window that they give. Which leads to “Blood Sugar Brain”. Blood sugar brain starts to occur above 200 where you feel off… you start to get agitated, you get snappy, tired, thirsty, you cant think as sharply, you want to drink down an ocean, all typical signs of high blood sugar. The Boyfriend is now trained in detecting Blood Sugar Brain and luckily for me, he knows he needs to be more gentle and practice his patience with me. My supervisors and coworkers are not trained in Blood Sugar Brain detection, even though I wish they were sometimes. As previously stated, today my blood sugar swung from the 150s to HIGH all day long for no particular reason and with those kinds of swings, my mood swings with them. I work in a call center, which is a fantastic job, especially for those of you out there like me- I love helping people and getting to talk to people. Honestly, its really hard to be sweet, nice, and helpful when you have Blood Sugar Brain. I was fighting every urge to hang up on the customers and put my head down on the desk, but even if I did that I would still feel my heart struggling to pump the super thick blood through its four chambers. The meter that I used didn’t give me an accurate portrayal on where my blood sugars were trending at all- 153, 245, 132,356, 176, and finally 570.…Finally an answer on why I was feeling craptastic. I check my pod and its wet, never a good sign. I wipe the wet area of the adhesive and sniff it… (I don’t usually test things this way… only with my insulin pump)… smells like a sterile hospital or a giant Band-Aid, either way it was trouble. Apparently I wasn’t getting insulin. I rip the pod off with out thinking (thanks to Blood Sugar Brain) and I go to refill a new pod… except I have no insulin on me and I’m an hour from going home. Luckily I was able to rush home at the end of my shift and bolus with the Novolog pen I keep in the fridge for situations like this. Refill a new pod, relax, chug some water… and write about how technology has failed me today….and here I am. I still have Blood Sugar Brain- Which is explained by the 469 I just got. Usually I don’t see diabetes as a disability but today is a whole different story. Due to the failure of the technology that I use to keep myself alive, I had Blood Sugar Brain. Because of Blood Sugar Brain, my performance at work was affected negatively. It was completely out of my control. This was a moment where diabetes had me by the throat and is still not loosening its grip. More about South Carolina coming up soon! In good health and DSLove, Sarah
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